There are a lot of things that happen in life that I know may have a purpose but I still refuse to accept them. I seriously do. And these recent turn-out of events do not justify all the efforts I’ve been trying to do.

I hate my life right now. This has been a five-day roller coaster ride and I am not enjoying it anymore. I hope it ends soon, because for real, I think I’m already going to die sooner than I actually expect. I am beyond my maximum stress capacity even before the second term starts. Gaaah… my stress level kills me…

In the end, I just want to say sorry for all the people who I might have hurt along the way. I guess the way that I was trying to protect you isn’t really protecting you,. Lesson learned: once the secret gets out, it gets nasty. More so, at that point, there’s no turning back and the occurrences just draw the heavy black line that scribbles depression and disappointment.